It Takes Two to Tango

I know I probably shouldn't say anything about this, but it has REALLY been bugging me. I can't take walking on eggshells around certain people anymore. And you know... If I'm going to lose this person as a friend over me blogging about this then I've already lost her.

As most of you know I did something really stupid. Most of my friends have forgiven me. They've told me the deserved "you were dumb" but are still talking to me. Except one. And I've been hearing all these things about she has pretty much completely forgiven the other person involved in the stupid act. She's forgiven him... Who she has been friends with maybe three years, and yet she can't even talk to me and we have been (were?) friends for going on nine years. What? This makes no sense to me. Yes, I betrayed her trust. I am in the wrong for having gone along with him. But you know what? EVERY SINGLE TIME I had said we shouldn't have been talking like we were you know what he said? "Relax, it's fine." "We aren't doing anything wrong." "We're just talking." And my personal favorite, "It's not cheating because we aren't actually doing anything. We're just having fun."

I would understand if she didn't forgive either of us. I would be okay if she forgave both of us. I don't understand forgiving him and not me. It takes two to tango and guess what? He's the one who asked me to dance.

So fine, never talk to me again. Never forgive me. I deserve it because I was a really crappy friend. But please don't stay with him. He doesn't deserve you. You are a princess and he is the town fool. He's done it with me... Who else has he been talking to? Who else will he talk to in the future? Cause honey this wasn't going on for just a month; it had been happening since at least the beginning of fall semester, if not longer. Please leave his lying, cheating ass. You deserve so much better.

Before He Cheats by Carrie Underwood